....hankering...

The desires stand to convert a person into what he was not before and an ambition seems like a self styled reflection that a person wishes to see of his-self in the future. The development of the human mind is greatly hindered if a craving force is drawing the mind away from its intended purpose. It’s the urge to perform better, better than self at every point.
Unfortunately, I wanted to be a naval officer but I am ending up doing my master’s in Computer applications and seeking a career in handling a company’s huge databases. We may think about doing something and the reversal happens and you end up doing something that you would have only liked and not preferred. People say whatever happens, happens for the better but you may ponder over it and think, Why with me? You may be able to reach places in life after choosing an alternative career but that desire to be at a particular position in that job that you have preferred and not able to get stays in a special corner of your heart. The pain may be a trifle one but a pain is a pain is a pain. You have to move on and search for brighter horizons. Believe me, if at some point in my life, I get the opportunity to be in the navy, I wouldn’t leave that opportunity and rather change than live with my desires unfulfilled. I seek challenges and if there aren’t any in the present scenario, better to change.
There are a lot of ambitions to fulfill and fingers crossed to be able see them getting fulfilled. I have come across a lot of people who have set good reachable targets but are apprehensive about their future due to lack of confidence, resources, contacts which they don’t know have. May be directly or indirectly and maybe they do not know how to harness them to their good and in a limit. People come in someone’s life due to a reason and stay till they can provide any help to the person and then their role changes to support and feel the person better about himself. They are best buddies a person can have and surprisingly, they are selected by the person itself unknowingly.
Wishing here that, problems or no problems, I would be able to achieve the goal that I have set out for.